literature

i apologize in advance

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It's 4:51 am.
That's right, morning.
And I cannot sleep a wink.

Outside the rain is pouring, so we wont be able to skate tomorrow.
I was looking forward to that.

And darling, I envy you.
Well no, I envy your covers.
They can keep you wrapped up and warm, while I lay here
on my living room floor, wrapped in an ugly brown cover,
churning words from my fingertips.

My eyes are sore, I need sleep.
But my mind wont rest.
I wish I could be your covers.
I would kill to be wrapped in your arms right now.
To feel you kiss me in the middle of the night, as you get up to use the bathroom.

To wake up to you.

I am dead tired, and my eyes are killing me.
But darling, I had to let you know,
even at 4:55 in the morning,
I still lay awake and think of you.

This is all kinds of disgusting.
I'm pretty sure I'm dying from exhaustion.
But I'd rather write myself to death.

Only for you <3


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AnimeOtaku4444's avatar
I used to have similar feelings a few years ago, when a guy I had a crush on was living with my best friend. Sometimes, in winter, he'd let me sleep next to him on the mattress on the bedroom floor, because I always got cold really easily. Nothing felt better on those nights, than his warm arm wrapped around me, even though knowing he felt nothing for me made my heart hurt. I really hope that someday I can find who'll wrap me up in his love too.